Saturday, October 13, 2007

MIA so long i oso dunno what to say....(wanna noe anything more plz tag or ask mi personally) was practically ballin n wastin time in and out of sch... not much progress in fyp. i think we are so gonna get screw n flunk

realli is so sianz...

2day is sort of my last game of IVP, played against TP. lost 3 points, din even score a single ball nor helped the team. worse still lost my mind during the game, got pissed off w bryant n i wanna kiao him.wat m i thinking, i might jus cause the whole team to lose if i got chances do tt.
previously, lose to nyp 9 points, can say i m the flop back then. 3 years of trainin in sp n i got no result. wat a waste.... feels kinda helpless but yet not regretting, coz i noe this is wat i will get from wat i put in. the only little bit i did was stay away from alcohol for 1 wk b4 competition sounds kinda silly oso. somehow i dun feel bonded in sp, but i haf made great frds(great guys). esp wen u are not coach's pet, i dunno how he think of mi oso. but since thur is the last game dun think will b seeing often, but i will still respect him as my coach(even he think i lousy or dun lik mi). bball has become a routine of my life rather than a passion. dunno how liaoz... zhen ask mi dun give up on it, but i dunnoe how? i dun wanna waste ppl's time at trainin or on the court, i wun improve neither can ppl ard mi.

i abit sad lehz... i think after this ivp i wun get to see the west ppl tt often le. lik qx oso dun get to see after he grad, we oso dun always go out n hang out. sad de lor. sounds pretty gay. haha

i use zhen's mec's to disturb a suzuki swift, i so goin to b a car frantic.

nowadays class oso abit sianz... startin to become lik aloner, watever i do i oso alone... guess every1 has their own way of doing stuff, no point insisting... 1 either change to meet their or 2 dun care n be urself. wearing mask is v tiring, be urself ba..

knn 1 wk i lose 2 water bottle, 1st bottle i spoil it at AHS. i throw to zhi hong n it hit his hip, then the cover spoil n he say hips dun lie... 2nd bottle i bring to NIE, after game i dunnoe where i put sia, cannot find.

progressing well with W, peeps wanna noe plz ask mi in person. haha

sometimes r/s(i think not only bgr ba) is lik an investment, ur input n output might not tele. sounds so technical, but ya i m an engineer. if investment fails, it will remains as memory.

EMO + 自闭..

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