Wednesday, November 14, 2007

HOW? I REALLI NEED TO NOE HOW?

i jus put the down the phone, it feel pretty weird. it was even weird for mi to call her baby liaoz.. sianz...

the way she tok abit change le, she dun call mi "dear" anymore, i dunno wat is she thinkin now...

somehow i wish i can realli meet her n tok to her, but i m afraid she might jus leave mi. i dun want her to leave mi. i realli feel damn xing ku when i alone, thoughts ran wild. if i din go out w my bros 2day, i think i would had been worse.

my bros tell mi to go meet a while after sch for dinner and send her home, i wish i could do so. but i m hafin labtest this wk n MST nxt wk. FYP no progress n andrew is freakin makin noise at mi. sch is not only FYP + i haf other commitments, but then again yong zhen is oso doin the
same thing jus tt i hafin problem w coping.

i think tt's y sacrifice is needed....

i need to see her soon.
or at least i need a chance from her....
i noe she definately will mind as i m her 1st bf.

haix...
all i noe is i need her...
some1 plz tell mi how?

PUKED;
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