Sunday, November 18, 2007

2day i m weak tired + sianz.......

last nite i went to find her, sort of tok things out n feed the urge to see her. is then then i noe tt is acty her parents pressuring her, she wun b happy to do something if she dun receive blessing from ppl. i jus dun wish to see her sad, her smile means everything to mi... i dun wanna pressurize her nor see her sad even though how much i love her n wanna take care of her.

she said "i dun wanna make a decision, cos i will disappoint 1 party(mi or her parents)" i rather i m disappoint.
but somehow i think she has an answer sub-conciously....

i feel so helpless now i noe something is not right where i cant do anything.

HOW??

does it mean i will get her attention if something happens to mi? but i dun1 this kind of attention.

nxt wk is MST n PL cup 2nd round. wonder will b she able to see at least 1 game? i wish she can b there support mi 1 last time. i dunno when will she b there to support mi again.

how i wish i could get drunk n dun think so much, but tt's not gonna solve the problem.

i love her... i wanna be w her.... but the more i wan her to be happy. smiling laughin n not tryin to get stuck in to work coz she dun1 to think

ARGHHHHHHHHHH..............!!!!!!!!!!

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