Thursday, January 3, 2008

feeling emo yet not

havin back, knee and headache. wat is wong w mi man? aching all over. need to get better n stronger asap. PL needs mi!

sianz 2day trainin played so so only i think can play better, n i need to do so.

still missing her, wanna see her. but... something is jus stopping mi. i m always afraid tt things will b awkward or weird when i see her.

we chatted last nite, after considerbly long if comparing to the past. i know i have to look ahead.

i wanna see her so badly.

yet somehow i m afraid even if she noes things might get worse. i jus cant let go.

也许时间是一种解药也是我现在正服下的毒药

PUKED;
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